animal insticts and living in each others' skin.

this morning I remembered watching a really beautiful video on vimeo.com some time ago. and I watched it again. I love the black&white and how the focus is being changed in this piece and the facial expressions of both characters and touches; and every little bit of this all so realistically portrays how animalistically one can love, how every inch of skin of a lover is caressed, and how greatly we fall for these little things in each other, and the music accompanies everything perfectly and creates a very melancholic and moving mood.

 enjoy:
DURKHEIM

I tend to stalk persons who I like. I cannot even avoid doing that. I try avoiding but eventually I find something and then I read it, and then I have all these stupid thoughts and doubts. I just have to get rid of them because he is amazing and beautiful, and we can talk nonsense together (and that's quite important for me - sharing the nonsense).

Still, I have to learn to trust others because at the moment the only person I trust is myself.

random thoughts.

can't wait for your lips to mark my skin with quiet and soft kisses.

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apart from the spring and birds chirping and tweeting in my mind, sometimes i feel heavily depressed and miserable. i shouldn't feel that way. i should be happy about soon having a space/room/environment/ whatever place for my whatever thingies in/ under which i could hide myself if i start thinking literally.

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spring holidays are knocking at my door with those ice-cold knuckles and morns.

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would You mind passing me all of Your warmth?
would You mind passing me all of Your soul?
would You mind passing me all of Your flesh?
would You mind passing me Your thoughts?
would You mind passing me Your ideals?
would You mind passing me Your opinions?
would You mind passing me my own  emotional appearance  from Your point of view?

How many birds have built their nests in my head?

questions from the paranoia-possessed girl.