I tend to stalk persons who I like. I cannot even avoid doing that. I try avoiding but eventually I find something and then I read it, and then I have all these stupid thoughts and doubts. I just have to get rid of them because he is amazing and beautiful, and we can talk nonsense together (and that's quite important for me - sharing the nonsense).

Still, I have to learn to trust others because at the moment the only person I trust is myself.